Noticing Differently: Rivers, Bodies and Beavers

Over the last year or so I developed a PhD proposal and then applied for a studentship to fund my research. The proposal focuses on my Neuroqueer Ecologies research and applies that to human/beaver relationships, in the re-making of rivers, and within the context of climate and biodiversity crises. Put very simply, Neuroqueer Ecologies is all about the value that sensory and other differences bring to understandings of ecosystems. What we notice about different places depends on how our body-mind interacts with those places, and the beings we share them with. Neurodivergence brings value to an exploration of ecosystems (amongst other things) through noticing differently.

As part of this, and following on from my time in Norfolk last year with GroundWork Gallery and the Norfolk Rivers Trust, I have been taking a deep dive into the subject of beaver reintroduction in the UK, and the gradual recolonisation by beavers of my two local river systems, the Hampshire and Bristol Avons.

I heard yesterday that I wasn’t successful in my SWWDTP studentship application, which is a obviously a blow after so much time and energy spent researching and planning, but I still really believe in the need for this research, so I thought I’d share a little of what I’ve been up to on here, rather than keep it all to myself.

My PhD research would be practice-based, using my arts practice to map different beaver sites. I’m especially interested in the relationship between human and beaver infrastructure. How humans have altered rivers through history, and how beavers, on returning to these rivers after being hunted to extinction, are adding to, adapting or deconstructing these modifications.

As an artist and maker, who believes in the value of embodied approaches to knowing self and place, I’m interested in beavers as makers, as they use their bodies to shape riverine ecosystems. I’m also keen to draw on evidence from a past where people and beavers lived interconnected lives (e.g. through the work of archaeologists such as Bryony Coles), and crucially to learn from indigenous perspectives on multi-species, wetland communities, in an effort to decolonise the way that we relate to and restore our rivers.

I’m not going to go into details on the specific locations where I found or heard of evidence of beavers in Wiltshire, as I don’t want to risk them being disturbed. So for this post I’m sharing some artwork I made along the River Biss in the Trowbridge area (a tributary of the Bristol Avon), and combining that with photographs of beaver signs from other Wiltshire locations.

The three sets of Walking Pages shown here document three different walks with the River Biss, between December 2024 and March 2025. These are starting points really, ways of letting the place speak to me, and noticing my response. They layer text that records what I notice in the moment, with drawings and rubbings of riverside walls/signs/manholes etc, found imagery, and objects offered up by the river.

It feels important to say here just how shocked I was by the sad state of sections of the River Biss, and the huge amounts of plastic rubbish and sanitary products left behind after recent storms, especially through the town centre and downstream where the Biss meets the Bristol Avon. I was there to look for signs of the animals that we share these watery places with, but often what I was noticing were the dark, straight sided concrete channels, the piles of plastic left on the banks after high rainfall, and sanitary towels hanging from branches. I know that Wiltshire Wildlife Trust have plans for new work along the Biss, and that the Friends of Biss Meadows Country Park do a lot of good work upstream, so there are people who care and are actively seeking to change the condition of the river.

Thank you to everyone that has offered advice and support as I put my proposal together, particularly Dr Kai Syng Tan at Winchester School of Art, Dr Laura Smith and Dr Roger Auster, at Exeter University, Ecologist Gareth Harris, Dr Catherine Lamont-Robinson at Bristol University, Artist/Researcher Emily Wilkinson and the PaC Artist Network. I will be exploring other funding options over the coming months. As with Queer River, which itself grew out of writing proposals for a series of unsuccessful funding applications, I’ve started this work now, I just need the funds to make it sustainable.

Walking with… Artist Alys Scott-Hawkins

I begin my Pop-up Studio residency next week with the John Hansard Gallery in Southampton. I’m going to be exploring embodied experiences of the city’s blue spaces, alongside the Soundings exhibition from Emma Critchley.

Ahead of my residency, on a recent visit to the gallery and Emma’s exhibition, I took a walk to some of the more easily accessible waterside areas, with Southampton-based Artist Alys Scott-Hawkins as my guide. Having only been to Southampton city centre, Alys offered to share some of her insight into what is sometimes described as a Sea City, including why for a city surrounded on 3 sides by water (chalkstreams the River Itchen and River Test, and Southampton Water), access to these blue spaces on foot is fairly limited.

Alys is a visual artist and a coach/mentor for creatives, who carried out a previous pop-up studio residency in March 2024 alongside the Pia Arke Silences and Stories exhibition. Ays is also a fellow member of the PaC Artists Network. Before our walk Alys helpfully Whatsapped me a route from the gallery that I followed via Mayfower Park and the Town Quay, and along Canute Road, before meeting her next to the River Itchen Bridge.

On my way I carried with me some Walking Pages that consisted of black and white photographs of wetland and marine wildlife and waterside buildings, connected with red paper tape in a way that reminded me of flags. As I walked, I recorded the names of the animals that I noticed in red pen, both alive and dead. The walk with Alys, and the making of these pages have helped me to form ideas for the work that I’ll be carrying out at the gallery, both individually and with the public.

What quickly struck me as we walked, as well as the restricted access to the waterside, and the way that industry dominates the city, was a lack of the liminal, in-between spaces that I’d usually expect at the coast or alongside a river. In the places that I visited, water meets the straight edges of urban development. No beaches, marshes or gradual evolution from land into water, but an abrupt and artificial ending. As Alys pointed out, much of Southampton’s waterside is still very active industrially, in contrast to other cities where post-industrial areas have been repurposed or regenerated for leisure or as cultural venues. Since our walk I’ve been sourcing old photos and maps of the city that relate to its rivers and waterfront, and tell a little of their story.

I recognise a relative detachment and distance from local rivers and marine environments in Southampton (unless you have access to a boat) that reminds me of my Queer River experiences of other towns and cities, and connects with the distance I’m sure many of us feel from the deep sea. In my work I prioritise embodied ways of knowing wetlands to cut across boundaries and binaries of human/nature and land/water, and offer experiences of connection and belonging, and I see something similar in the fluid choreography and the movement of deep sea creatures captured in Emma’s installation, a bridge between our bodies and spaces, and theirs.

Emma’s exhibition explores the subject of the deep sea and the threats from mining. It’s a beautiful, powerful and much needed exhibition, and one that I’m looking forward to spending more time with over the next couple of weeks. I see connections between Emma’s interdisciplinary research, community enggement and focus on embodied ways of knowing, and my own Queer River research.

On my walk with Alys I noticed Black Headed and Herring Gulls, a dead crab and a swimming Dark Bellied Brent Goose, a species that overwinters in the UK. Brent Geese like the kind of intertidal enironments that are missing from central Southampton, but available in the form of marshland just along the coast near Lymington (as I discovered in my residency with Spud lasy year). I also found a lot of Oyster and Mussel shells, and noticed a few Cormorants and Swans. I was surprised to find four Black Swans (native to Australia) alongside the Mute Swans, but understand from Alys that they are resident here and breed upriver. I also spotted animals in and on shop windows on my way from the gallery to the water, from a Red Deer Stag to green velvet rabbits, and recorded those too.

Because I am a visitor to Southampton, I am asking local people (and other visitors) to share their experiences of local blue spaces and of animals that live in and around them with me. Alys brought me coffee and a bun (I’m not expecting everyone to do that but it was much appreciated!), and she shared her lived experience of the area and knowledge of how the city’s industry has altered its watery edges. As a result I have photographs that I have taken of the Itchen, and the animals I found on my way there, and I’ll be collecting objects that have been washed up next week, to incorporate into my artwork.

Walking Pages in progress

My residency at the John Hansard Gallery is intended to be open and conversational, and I’ll be in the Active Space on the 14th, 18th, 19th and 22nd March, if you fancy popping in to say hello. The space will also be open on other days when I’m not working, for you to see what I’ve been up to. Here’s a map showing the location of the gallery and opening times. I’d really recommend a visit to Emma’s exhibition (below, left), and to Kathy Prendergast’s show Stasis Field (below, right) downstairs too, which includes some lovely sculptural and map-based work.

Thank you to Alys for sharing her knowledge, company and refreshments. You can find out more about Alys’s artwork and research by visiting her website https://alysscotthawkins.co.uk, and read about the support she offers to artists and creatives here https://artistsupport.org.uk.

Alys alongside the River Itchen

Walking with… Artist Feral Practice

It’s been quite a while since I’ve written one of these posts about a one-to-one walk and talk, two years in fact, the last one being with Artist Gemma Gore in December 2024. Others have featured collaborators such as Botanist Mark Spencer, writer Peter Reason, medical humanities researcher Catherine Lamont Robinson, and seasonal streams researcher/ecologist Tim Sykes.

With Fiona by the River Tone

Since I wrote that post about my and Gemma’s walk, Queer River has been showing up in other ways. I’ve developed plans for further Neuroqueer Ecologies research ( more to come on that soon hopefully), taken solo walks to experiment with new ways of documenting, carried out residencies in the New Forest and Norfolk, and taken my river-based practices out to work with different communities including in Salisbury through The Ripple Effect, and more recently in Kings Lynn with Groundwork Gallery and the Norfolk Rivers Trust (photos below).

I’m keen to continue and to develop these one-to-one walks and talks, as they feed me and connect me with others through dialogue with each other and local wetland communities. So I was pleased to be invited by Fiona MacDonald, working as Feral Practice, to visit her local river in Somerset, and to walk and talk together about Queer River. Our conversation was ecorded by Fiona as part of a new piece of work that she is developing through a bursary from Ginkgo Projects and Somerset Council, with the FCDI (Firepool Centre for Cultural Innovation):

‘Wellington-based artist Fiona MacDonald works with humans and nonhumans as Feral Practice to expand imaginative and cultural connection across species boundaries. Often people set up a divide between human and nonhuman beings, and between different categories of knowledge and understanding. Feral Practice works and converses across these barriers.’

Ginkgo Projects website

I’ve been aware of (and felt a kinship to) the work of Feral Practice for many years (see here for some of her work with Wood Ants, and here with foxes) and we had been in touch online, but hadn’t actually face to face met until last year.

Our walk yesterday responded to the River Tone as we followed it westwards away from Taunton, past railway lines and main roads and along the edge of farmer’s fields, with debris left hanging in bushes and leaving tidelines on the ground from recent flooding. On our way Fiona asked me questions about a whole range of subjects relating to my practice with rivers, queerness, neurodivergence, flooding, my research with beavers, and the conversation flowed between us.

We crunched through ice, skirted around floods, rescued tiny fish fry stranded in a puddle, saw egrets and cormorants, listened to Teal, and shared our passions for learning from non-humans. We talked about indigeneity in animals and humans, tried to work out what had been eating the bark of fallen branches (Muntjac?) and noticed the similarities and differences between the land around Taunton, Fiona’s old home patch in Kent, and where I live in Wiltshire (both chalky)

I brought along various ways of recording our walk, just in case I needed them, but happily most of our time was spent engaged in conversation. One of my collecting pots was useful for rescuing the fish fry though, and I made good use of my time on the train down to make some notes on the place of bridges within my work. I also gathered a few of the pieces of plastic rubbish left on the riverbank, that piqued my interest and may well feed into some new artwork..

Our conversation, recorded as we walked, will now contribute to a sound artwork about the River Tone that Feral Practice is developing:

‘Tonal will (poetically and factually) explore the river, the lives of its creaturely inhabitants and visitors, how it connects to people locally and to ideas around rivers and water more broadly.

Thank you to Fiona and the River Tone for making me feel so welcome (and for the photos of me in this post). You can read more about Feral Practice here: www.feralpractice.com.

Creative River Walk with Norfolk Rivers Trust – Groundwork Gallery, Kings Lynn – 23rd November

On Saturday 23rd November between 1pm and 4pm I will be leading a river walk in Kings Lynn, Norfolk, with Tim Fisher from The Norfolk Rivers Trust.

The walk is open to adults (16+) and older accompanied children (13+), and costs just £2.50 a ticket to cover the cost of materials.

We will start and finish our walk at the Ground Up Exhibition at the Groundwork Gallery in Purfleet, Kings Lynn, visiting the rivers Great Ouse, Nar and Gaywood. Together we will learn about their history and ecology, and record what we notice using a range of media, inspired by my artwork in the exhibition.

I’d love to see you there… You can find out more and book your place, here on Eventbrite.

The event is being supported with funding from Arts Council England.

Ground Up Exhibition and Conference at Groundwork Gallery, Kings Lynn

After carrying out an extraction-themed residency this summer with Groundwork Gallery in Kings Lynn, Norfolk, focusing on wetlands and building on my Queer River research, I’m excited to be able to invite you along to Ground Up, the resulting exhibition.

With 20 artists involved in this Summer’s residencyGround Up will be the first of two exhibitions, with Ground Water, the second show, following next Summer.

I’ll be showing a wall-based installation titled ‘The Beaver and The Whale’ which documents the research that I carried out while in Norfolk, including visits to the Wild Ken Hill and Norfolk Rivers Trust beaver encosures, and focuses in particular on the impact of the extraction of animal bodies from wetland ecosystems (detail of work in progress in the header image and below).

Detail of wall-based installation (work in progress)

The launch event for Ground Up will take place on Friday 11th October from 5.30 to 7.30 pm, and all are welcome. The exhibition will then run until 14th December, and be open from Wednesday to Saturday 11.00 to 4.00 pm.

For a full list of artists, please see the poster below or visit the Groundwork Gallery website.


In addition to the exhibition, Groundwork Gallery will be convening a conference exploring the themes of the residency. The conference will take place on Friday 15th and Saturday 16th November: at Thoresby College, Queen Street, King’s Lynn, 5 minutes walk from the gallery. This is a wonderful early 16th century great hall overlooking the Great Ouse River and owned by the King’s Lynn Preservation Trust.

The Keynote will be given by Charlie Gardner, interdisciplinary researcher, conservationist and activist with a particular interest in societal responses to the climate and biodiversity emergencies.

I will contribute to the first session of four, which will take place over the two days of the conference – Rivers, banks and moist environments – care and contamination. This session will focus on protecting and maintaining the diversity of riverine environments

Fees to attend: £25 per day / £40 for 2 days. Free for GroundWork NetWork Associates. See here for more information and booking details.

Installation Video Tour: Neuro/Queering Nature at Spud

Now that my Neuro/Queering Nature residency and exhibition at Spud in the New Forest has ended, I’ve put together a short (3 1/2 minutes) video tour of the show, for anyone that couldn’t make it along.

Meet the Artist event at Spud, New Forest – Monday 1st July

On Monday 1st July from 5 to 7pm I’ll be at spudWORKS, in the New Forest, at my Neuro/Queering Nature exhibition, sharing some background on the installation and the inspiration behind it. 

It will be the last event of my residency – a celebration before the exhibition closes on Thursday 4th – and my first chance to meet and chat with gallery visitors after missing the opening due to Covid.

The event is free and open to all. The gallery is a short walk from Sway railway station, which is on the South West mainline from London Waterloo to Weymouth (connections to Winchester, Southampton etc) and there is plenty of parking in the village.

We (me and the Spud team) would love to see you there!

New Forest Reflections

I’ve written a couple of posts on my time with Spud in the New Forest this Spring, once before I started my residency, and again after a week spent there in March. But nothing since setting up my installation Neuro/Queering Nature. So this post fills in those gaps, and shares the exhibition with those of you that can’t make it along.

I came home last week, a couple of days early and before the opening event, as I managed to catch covid. But we got the work installed before I had to leave, and I’m proud of what I achieved, and thankful for all the support I received from everyone. We hope to have a closing event, for those people who would like to experience my installation and hear a little from me about the work, before the exhibition ends. Full details to follow soon.

Since writing The Body of the Forest in March, I worked with Artist Hannah Buckingham, one of Spud’s graduate artists, and the Together – make art! group that she runs for Spud with local LGBTQAI+ young people. I shared with the group the ways that my work documents my experiences of places as an autistic, queer person, and that my time in the Forest was about paying attention to my sensory experiences of wetlands, layering documention of those experiences with ‘official’ natural history imagery.

We talked about the value of experiencing the world in ways that don’t fit the norm, and of making artwork based on those experiences, including work that blurs the boundaries between people and other animals. Together we designed wearable artwork, experimented with collage, and shared a walk from Spud through the village and out across the heath, to visit streams and woodland. Photographs of some of the group’s wearable artworks are now included in the exhibition.

My time in the Forest focused on Avon Water. My experience of that river was one of an interconnected network of bog and heathland plants, coloured clays, mammals including foxes, deer and ponies, and the wetland birds that live in the Keyhaven and Lymington marshes where the river meets the sea. It is a wooded river, the water runs between exposed roots, around trunks, and deposits stacks of fallen branches as the levels rise and fall.

It is a richly diverse and a managed landscape, even if at first glance it doesn’t appear that way. Stretches of river have been re-wiggled, animals are grazed, and plantations are fenced and gated. The installation that I pieced together at Spud refers to my journey along Avon Water, and connects together woody structures in a way that echos the wooded nature of the river.

Joined with rope and orange twine, wooden chairs and stools create spaces for the pauses that I took in my journey, whilst lengths of ladder make stepped connections between them, and boxes hold the objects that I gathered along the way. A video projected at the end of the gallery collages together photographs of muddy animal footprints, footage of bubbling amber water, camera trap film of deer, and the sound of calling waders. Large scale drawings celebrate the words used to name and classify bog plants and water birds, using ochre and red clays found along the river’s length.


Neuro/Queering Nature runs until 4th July 2024 at Spudworks, Station Road, Sway. SO41 6BA

Neuro/Queering Nature Exhibition – 13th June to 4th July


Running from 13th June to 4th July, Neuro/Queering Nature is an installation which draws together film, sound, drawing and found objects to share my experience of the New Forest’s wetlands, viewed through a queer, neurodivergent lens. The installation has developed through time spent at Spud this Spring as artist in residence.

The exhibition brings together my direct, sensory experience of Avon Water and associated wetlands, with some of the trappings of collection and categorisation, to neuroqueer the subject of Natural History, and highlight the value of sensory/systemising differences in developing new ways of living with wetland communities.

You can find travel information on the contact page of the Spud website. The gallery is a short walk from Sway railway station.

If you make it along to the exhibition, please do let me know what you think.